Bueno...

Something really scary happened to you the other day. I didn't know what to do... and in that moment, something flashed before my eyes and I thought about a world without you... and I realized, I had been taking you for granted, and I'm sorry.

And I told you that today... and I am so glad I did. For once I wrote a long letter and for once it got delivered... and it got such an amazing response. I have never been happier...

And lately, I think I have been doing a better job of just being blunt with my emotions. Even if it means writing it out and hiding under the covers while someone reads a letter I wrote them — it's better than keeping silent and not saying anything at all...

The thing is, for some reason I thought you would be upset after you read what I had to say to you, but you felt so many emotions toward me — none of which I think were bad at all. And you were so sweet to me.

I guess I am proud of myself for doing something I've never had the balls to do before... and I am so glad it was with you because you treated me so well and I knew it would never warp the way you think of me — at least in bad way — but I think it DID change the way you think of me — for the better! This is all proof that I need to be more willing to take risks and more willing to put my feelings out there right away instead of waiting centuries...

Because, as the other night proved, if you don't tell someone how you feel (about love or a fight or just anything with any relationship, romantic or non-romantic), you could regret it — his/her/your life could slip away in a second when you least expect it... and I am so glad you are still here and that you are ok. :D I can't wait to see where this all goes and I am so happy you are here.